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No More Weed For Me by ~leatherface1519:iconleatherface1519:

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I was never happy when I did it
It was not enjoyable
This is very hard for me to admit
I just did it because I was curious
It helped when I was furious

The drug temporarily helped me
I would forget about my troubles
When I was high, I felt free
Sometimes I would see double
This is not who I want to be

My inner being, I hated
Laughing randomly on my bed
With my bowel in my hand
I felt the blood rush through my head
Passing out is not what I planned

Everyday I would hide my herbs
Every night was blazing time
Every time it disturbs
But I kept doing this victimless crime
It saved me from my hell

The drug temporarily helped me
I would forget about my troubles
When I was high, I felt free
Sometimes I would see double
This is not who I want to be

Every time the smoke came out
It felt like my hurt came out
But I always had doubt
This wasn’t the way I wanted to live my life

I wanted to shout
I wanted to smash my bowel
In my mouth, there was always drought
Weed wasn’t helping my soul
It was just expanding it in a way I hated

The drug temporarily helped me
I would forget about my troubles
When I was high, I felt free
Sometimes I would see double
This is not who I want to be

But now I have the courage
I now have the heart to say no
Peer pressure won’t encourage
I won’t go with the flow
This was a very hard decision

The drug temporarily helped me
I would forget about my troubles
When I was high, I felt free
Sometimes I would see double
This is not who I want to be

I’m glad I did this
I got up and changed
This drug I will miss
I will no longer be deranged
I’m a new person now
©2009 ~leatherface1519
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Author's Comments

this is about me using Weed to get away from the problems i used to have. i would usually blaze everyday for a while and i would never enjoy it, but i felt i needed it to get through a bad day. when i began to think about quiting was when i read a book called "Save Me From Myself" By Brian "Head" Welch, former guitarist of Korn. the book really made me think a lot about me and weed. then i bought his solo album and there was a song called "flush" which is about him and his addiction to Meth and how he flushed it down the toilet and said goodbye to his drugs. the lyrics from that song that really inspired me to quit was "COME ON, GET UP, LETS CHANGE" so i really have to thank him for getting me off weed. but just so people know, weed is nonaddictive and it is not a gateway drug. trust me you're hearing it from a former pot smoker. but even though i don't wanna use it anymore, i still support the legalization of weed. it is ridiculous for a drug that has never killed anybody to be illegal. well, thats my story. hope u like my song.

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~Sitronbanan Jul 8, 2009, 4:25:23 PM
This was deep, man. Really good stuff :) I diden't knew you used to smoke pot, well we learn somthing every day :) I never really understood the attraction of smoking somthing, wich is why I have never really smoked any cigarette or a blunt in my life. Keep up the good work, dude ^^

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~leatherface1519 Jul 8, 2009, 5:19:15 PM
thanks man. yea, its true i used to smoke weed. i only did it because one my friends who smokes weed kept talking about it and it made me very curious about trying it. the weed just made me calm down after a tough day or when i was really sad. and good for u man that u don't smoke anything, especially cigarettes. those things take off 12 years of life! i would never do cigarettes. anyway, thanks for commenting! :)

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"I Haven't Dilly Dallied a Day In My God Dam Dife!"
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~Sitronbanan Jul 11, 2009, 4:16:27 PM
No prob :) Glad you got away from the weed, keep the great work up! :D

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I hope I get more than 72 hours to complete Dead Rising 2 C:
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~leatherface1519 Jul 11, 2009, 5:05:43 PM
thanks for the support man. keep up ur work too :)

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"I Haven't Dilly Dallied a Day In My God Dam Dife!"
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